when someone swears up and down they tell you something and for the hundreth time you believe them, but it turns out all along they were hiding it like they always do »»» its alright, its honestly my fault for falling for it again. Im the bad guy though cause I said something about it instead of speaking my mind, i forgot I was supposed to stay shut because to you its small. Only the things you care about are important, only those things deserve the truth, everything else nahh lol. fuck it though, why stress life. theres so much to live for >

is exactly what I feel every time I even think of you putting your lips on a blunt, makes my stomach turn, makes me sick to my stomach, Nothing could possibly match that feeling other than disappointment, the disappointment I feel when looking at you and knowing you do that, YOU disappoint me